Kapit my hometown

Kapit..I really miss you.Well,Kapit is my hometown.A place where i was born and grew up.But now, i'm at somewhere,not in Kapit anymore.

I miss the tranquility of Kapit.Really feel so safe and we free to play and jump into the river during childhood.Really ideal place for picnic and camping and fishing.I miss that moment.

picture source: Courtesy of Gerama Engkabang

Iban longhouse along the river bank.

My longhouse at the upstream of the river bank.Last time, you can even see a lot kind of fish such as empurau, semah,tengadak and labang deep inside the clear water.Sorry guys i don't know the scientific name of these fish. But im sure these fish you can even catch it easily and cook it in the bamboo for a great taste and best aroma or iban words is pansuh,yummy!

But now, a bit water pollution, from clear water become milo water because of logging activity.Well this picture is somewhere at Pelagus,down stream area.A lot of people say that Pelagus river is really true true adventure.You can see a big rock in the middle of river.The express boat driver is expert to handle this situation.More adventure to upstream of Pelagus area.Did you heard about Bakun hidryoelectric project?

I go back to Kapit sooner.I promise i will have more picture to share and more about Kapit story.

So headache

Right now,I am suffering from headache greatly( palau).Why????

I want to go back home and sleep.

I want don't want to be here.

I want to be at somewhere.

I want to get out from the ordinary day.

Looking for extraordinary stuffs.

Hope you don't mind my words, because im headache.

Lunch at First Family Cafe

Last Saturday, I've lunch together with Bia.We don't know which place to go,either Pending Bak Kut Teh..it's Bia favourite place to have bak kut teh or try other place.Bia proposed to me why not we try that one em..you told me that day,Iban's restaurant somewhere at Tabuan Jaya pass by the junction to Tabuan Laru.Ok..that's First Family Cafe.I got Ruaikitai.com advertised about it.

Well,its my second time to go there.Last time with Miss.Star.(waiting for Miss Star to treat me a dinner back)

Yah, this some photos courtesy of Bia.

Ok,well they decorated the restaurant in Iban way.I don't know this name in english.

Emm, not forget or never to forget to hanged the pua kumbu as well.

Messy me,haahaa.Curious to wait.What i want to order?All sedap sedap.

Bia seems quite relax.Enda lapar kuak Bia?Noted**Bia is Iban,indu kuak from Kg.Merdang Lumut.Heehe,she already taken. no chance ok.

Ok,just follow Bia.We order chicken butter. Taste sweet le Bia.








Time to majoh.Hehee majoh mean eat.




Bia,sabar dolok.Have a drink first.





Ya , the tokey ask us t try the exotic meat and exotic vegetable.Why not you try jani kampung?Upa lalih bisi meh endu?Ooo uncle,you said all those food stuff really make me miss my hometown.Haha



Really, all the menus and all the decoration really in Iban style.So guys,if you would like to try iban food cuisine.Just feel free to go there.Don't forget the aya(mean uncle) a polite way to call the elder said every friday or saturday they have special cuisine.Thats PANSUH manok or babi pansuh.They cook the meat in the bamboo for the great taste.

Fashion Competition -Advertlets+FACES E-Freebies November 2007 current contest

Dearest Advertlets,

I'm joining you just a week and i see my status is eligible,and i'm realize i'm falling in love with you.Why?Because you love bloggers too.You put really lovely advertisement.Sometimes the EFREEBIES appear on the right side of my blog.


Then i click the advertisement i'm in love again with FACES.So i love both of you very much.


I want to take part in Advertlets+FACES E-Freebies November 2007 (current contest).


Hopefully not too late.So,this entry about me want to join the entry of contest.





I want to win the FASHION COMPETITION.I deserve some serious make over pimping up because ...i want to be gorgeous,so that you'll love me too.





I want to be gorgeous like them.

I love to wear denim jeans,i think im gorgeous again!

I'm also admire Amanda Brown, her innovative,eclectic and vibrant design.

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Personal DNA report

I have a minutes to explore this and give a try. I would like to tag Bia,Cynderella,Asiana& Amy and Chantique to take a test.

Some Will,Some Won't.So what.?Next

I'm just remembering a moment during my first job with this insurance company.Well,its an establish and reputable company.Actually it's not my field of study and it's totally different from a basic marketing skill that i've learnt.But,i do believe everyone can do a marketing right?It's just a matter of you can or not.(that i always heard)

During my first day,my manager informed me earlier.''Anyone can join this line,but not everyone can success''.''You should prepared to face a rejection and just swallow the bitterness''. The early stage is to build a foundation of you network.Rejection is normal.

''Your objective is not to make money but to educate our society to understand the policy of life insurance and help them to get a policy depends on their needs and wants.Especially,the Bumi's market is still untapped.At least one comprehensive policy for one individual" Help them to get what they wants,so you'll get what you want.

Guess,what do you think?Don't compare it with yours or your society in your country,maybe you have one, two or five policy or more?

One of the method of approaching a public is by doing 'Cold Calling' mean conduct a market survey from one outlet to another.The famous theme we used to comfort ourselve from fear of rejection is' Some Will Some Won't.So WHat? Next...

Ya,for me it's tough job to create an awareness among some people out there.A lot say 'NO',as compare to 'YES'.Some of public people being really rude.But we think it's normal.Maybe some of them being cheated by the agent or what.I think this job as the best job i've done.TO help my people to help themseves.Money for emergency.Our intention is to help them to protect their family from unexpected contingency hard time.So you have one?why?

What Does Love Mean

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of four through eight year olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: (source unknown: receive via email)

"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love."

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings."

"Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired."

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

"Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more."

"There are two kinds of love: Our love and God’s love. But God makes both kinds of them."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore."

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."

"I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her."

"Love cards like Valentine’s cards say stuff on them that we’d like to say ourselves, but we wouldn’t be caught dead saying."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you"

"You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

"God could have said magic words to make the nails fall off the cross, but He didn’t. That’s love."

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Superstitious

My sister in law has recurring a nightmares,not about herself but about her 2 and half old daughter.A really bad frightening dream.She don't want to mention about her dream,but i'm sure it's really bad i guess.

Eventhough in modern christian society but,We still believe that if you have a really nightmare, it's maybe a sign of something consequence negative will be happening cause by bad spirit.What we do is we have a family gathering and pray together with the villagers to cure it.Last long time ago,my grandma do believe that shaman can cure a negative element or bad spirit by using 'ubat or pengaruh ' mean a 1001 medicine(it's not in capsule or tablet) used by 'manang' shaman.

Sometime i ask myself why do i believe that,its really hard to explain the reasons or we call it superstitious.

Another superstition is the word 'PUNI' mean if you want something to eat and really mean intention that you want to eat it,you must fulfill it otherwise you will be 'PUNI' mean something bad really happen.However, you can just 'touch' negu the food before you go anywhere or somewhere.if not something bad along the way could be happen.For example, the most dangerous one if you say you want to have a 'tuak' mean a rice wine, you must fullfil it or just touch by saying' udah aki' or 'pas pas'.Mean although you not drink it but you just touch on your lip,should be ok.

My sister tell me a story about a teenage boy,who want to have a rice wine with his friend but he not fulfill it then forget to 'negu' or 'udah ki'.Then the same day he got a really really terrible accident and died on the spot.

It's really hard to explain to you,but it's do really happen.We train by our culture to believe it.Until now i still practice it mean always' negu' if i said i want something to eat but not fulfil it.

However,i think maybe not at all to be follow nowaday.For example, a woman who just give a birth cannot have shower for a month.I don't know why.But i think it's better to have a shower otherwise will create a germ.How do feel not getting shower within one month?.Even one day also cannot stand.

I change it again

Sometimes i love myself sometime i hate myself.I never stand a long time for a certain thing.Like this template design,i keep change and change it.Then save everything and re-do everything again. Never mind,who cares about it.

Being a women

My friend send me this, happy sharing don't take it serious just a humor of the day.

How Women See Themselves
Age 8 Looks at herself and sees:Cinderella/Sleeping Beauty.

Age 15 Looks at herself and sees:Cinderella/Sleeping Beauty/Cheerleader or if she is PMS'ing, sees: Pimples/UGLY ("Mom, I can't go to school looking like this!")

Age 20 Looks at herself and sees:"Too fat/too thin, too short/too tall, too straight/too curly" but decides she's going out anyway.

Age 30 Looks at herself and sees:"Too fat/too thin, too short/too tall, too straight/too curly" but decides she doesn't have time to fix it so she's going out anyway.

Age 40 Looks at herself and sees:"Too fat/too thin, too short/too tall, too straight/too curly" but says, "At least, I'm clean" and goes out anyway.

Age 50 Looks at herself and sees:"I am" and goes wherever she wants to.

Age 60 Looks at herself and reminds herself of all the people who can't even see themselves in the mirror anymore and goes out and conquers the world.

Age 70 Looks at herself and sees:wisdom, laughter and ability and goes out and enjoys life.

Age 80 Doesn't bother to look. Just puts on a red hat and goes out to participate in the world.

Age 90 Can't see and doesn't worry about it!.

So, how you see yourself?

What do you think of being a women?A lot of pleasure rite?such as you can dressp up your nail,wear a beautiful fancy dress,wear a colourful lipstick.& etc.But somehow, someone as a woman want to change of her 'gender' and become a male.So how it is? Life so complex.I don't know.

Enjoy of being a woman because you an unique creature with purpose.

Relationship.Money

One time i heard from someone said that, live with love only is not enough.(i don't know what love mean to him/her).You need money to finance everything with love one.(i guees it correct we need money to pay an expenses).If no money it can tear you and your love one will be run away.(so desperate)But not everyone happy even much money,am i right?

Then,i personally think.I should have a stable job that promise a steady income so that money always come then both happy.Is it the end of the story?i don't know.Life so complex complicated.

Then a buddy told me'if i get married i will not share an account mean open a join account,afraid that he cheat on me and spend money with another woman'.I don't know also to answer because marriage mean sharing everytyhing.It's depend on how you spend your life.

Buddy you maybe right?this modern life we cannot trust 100% on men,doesn't mean look down at them but sometime hard life make people careful.

Maybe something in our life not at all can be shared at least we got something for our own sake.

Just to remind ourself

Think about a wonderful creation of God.We suppose to appreciate what we have in front of our naked eyes. These some of the pictures view at Santubong resort taken years ago.

We heard and see everyday news,people fighting ,killing each other,condemned each other,critise each other and even compare each other.Why?Who am I to ask?I am just ordinary,nothing more or less i can do. So what?

Why people fighting?It is a big matter? small matter? what i don't know. I think they fight almost because of the land and for own their sake or for their people.I don't know.Just ask yourself.

I think i'm just a human being living in an extraordinary earth.Not forever.This place not forever for us.Someday we go back to somewhere.I don't know.Just keep what you believe on your belief,whatever guide you.

But one thing for sure,I really grateful and appreciate what i've have now.We're just human and we are the same eventhough we are difference in term of culture or what.

We are One because we live under the same sun we step on the same earth.We breath the same oxygen.

JUST TO REMIND OURSELVE

What happen surround us,what happen to our planet at past time or now.A natural disaster happen anytime,who knows how you really sure.Just a precaution with a high technology tool.Now people struggling for cure of virus.

People afraid.Because these harm our live harm our earth and potentially to end our earth and becomes uninhabitable for life.

However I am nothing to afraid,just feel safe ,happy, live a long life to the fullest, love people who love you,love your enemy.Whatever.Cheers.

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Cat nap

I'm feeling miserable today.Nothing, but I'm really sleepy.Keep doing a repetition kind of works make me feel damn bored.Haaaaaa.Think that i want to go home and have a good sleep.

Give excuses to my boss pretend that I am unwell today.But im totally well,hehe i don't want to accuse myself.Or I said'I want to go home because i'm really in deep sleepy'.See what do you get.

I continue this posting after cat nap.Like my friend told me,go for cat nap only 3 to 5 minutes,a very short time.Just to refresh and energize you back.Not more than 5 minutes otherwise you become tired and sleepy again.